These thoughts occupy me, take up mental space.
Ultimately it is only ourselves we seek to escape from or reinvent. We cannot blame outside forces for our own natures. We have to address the root of our problems, ourselves.
I’ve learned to be patient. Or maybe it’s just that I’ve learned to trust myself. My Need-for-closure Self (the J-type) has learned to let my intuitive self (the N-type) do her job. Intuitive Self knows that with enough pieces, the puzzle will come together; she’ll be able to connect the dots, to see the patterns. Need-for-closure Self has to suspend her need to know the parameters and constraints before starting
Untrusting, judgmental, or just easily bored?
As Anne (with an e) said, “If you only knew how much I thought to say, and didn’t.”
I talk to myself. I always have. The more I am alone, the more I talk to myself. And I’m alone a lot these days. This by-product of solitude is now a requisite for solitude. I talk to myself and I get damn irritable when someone interrupts. Don’t derail my train of thought. I need this time with myself. What do we talk about? We replay all the conversations of